JUDGEMENT & INVESTMENT The fear of people judging your passion or craft is insanely debilitating; I have suffered with this anxiety all my life. Through the painful suffering of my childhood upbringing and my family’s issues with sexual, physical, mental, and emotional abuse I have learned one thing. I must learn to love me first. The judgement of others on your pain or joy never lasts long. I fear the hurt won’t ever escape my heart. The heartbreak eases. But can it heal enough to love another? A child? Another partner? Family? Friend? Thinking about love literally makes me ill. I had a hard time dealing with the pain of my childhood. I have acknowledged that pain and I accept that as mine. The love I have learned in the last 10 years is beyond what I thought I could handle. Living for another person however produces a judge. Your offspring will tell the tale of the fruits of your labor. Invest in them early. Invest in yourself. Then invest in the community. Invest yourself into...